I wish I was there

I wish I was there,

 To hold you so tight as to squeeze u into myself

To hold your head in-between my breast, cradled and ensconced from all the pain.

To know and feel  your little tears that  makes its  way  invisibly to my heart

As I yearn to take it away into my heart

To cushion your head and your heart as you listen to my heartbeat and pretend to fall asleep

We both pretend to fall asleep

Then you cry some more of those tears

For such a man you are you wouldn't dare let them wet my skin

But I feel the hurt that stings your heart anyway

I hold  u in the silence  we savor

I let out the tears that you feel on your cheeks

For I was a woman and I felt your pain

You reach for me,

 I felt your thighs and arms squeezing me into itself, in every way it synchronized

It was hard to breath

You were happy I was there

Just like I wished.